Just feel so sad always on your birthday, 44 today, 18th July 2012 - where has time gone from being 29 to this ??? You have missed so much Paul and it is a pain words can't describe and no-one help take the ache away or nothing!! Just hate July as such awful memories mixed with precious ones. All I can give you today and everyday is my memory of you and sending you big hugs and kisses. Missing you heaps as always. Your Lory xx